Tuesday, December 05, 2006
i cried . reallie cried cos of it . it hurts . it reallie hurts . just lyk a knife being gently placed on my arm and pushing da sharp blade into my flesh and dragging da knife . da world that i have has only two colours . black and white . my life has turned upside down . da love toking alot me . was turned away by ppl and start to hate toking . everything in my just begins to change . just cos of wad u said .
da one i reallie wish would tok to me didnt . da one i wish could comfort me didnt . da one i have been longing ferr neber came . da one i wanna tok to dun wanna . nobody lyks toking to me . reallie accepting da fact . why dun u just tell me straight in da face that u dun ever wanna tok to me again ? not to tok forever ? da one i wish would suddenly appear didnt came . everything in my life just isnt going on da right way . all wrong and ugly .
why ? why must did happen to me ? wad have i done wrong ? or am i just da mistake ? why am i crying man ? over such a lil thing ? omg ! wads happening to me ? soo weak soo emotional now ? im not used to be lidat . life for me is reallie going da opposite way . da ones i love becomes da ones i hate ? shd i just let it be ? or with my own ways change back to my normal self ? think thats da only way left i can do . since everybody is lyk leaving me ? all alone ? da very thing which i hate da most ? or am i suppose to lyk it now ? NEBER ! hope all this is just temporary . everything will be fine tml .
good charlotte - the chronicles of life and death -
Lyrics : World is Black
Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing it's just a different day and
No one really knows why this is happening
But it's happening
And everywhere you go it's just a different place
You get the same dark feeling
See the same sad faces
No one really cares that this is happening
We come into this world
And we all are the same
In that moment there's no one to blame
But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we say, say
Living in this place it's always been this way
There's no one doing nothing so there's nothing changed
And I can't live when this world just keeps dying
It's dying
People always tell me this is part of the plan
That God's got everybody in his hands
But I can only pray that God is listening
Is he listening?
We're living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect now I say
But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we say, say, say
We come into this world
And we all are the same
And in that moment there's no one to blame
But we're living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect now I say
The world is black
And hearts are cold
There's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back (We can't go back)
It won't be the same (It won't be the same)
Forever changed (What will ever change)
By the things we say, say, say
Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing it's just a different day
And no one really knows why this is happening
-can u walk with me in da dark? ;
